04.08.07

I seem to really be on a rollercoaster with full of emotions running through my veins. I must say things seem to be getting harder and harder for me, I really don’t know if I can really do this. The stress is really overwhelming, having debt worries and not really knowing when money will roll in can become really stressful.
I have broken down and cried a couple of times because I am owing people money and I can’t pay my bills, I like to always pay my bills it’s something I have grown up and always done, I cannot miss a payment or miss a few I feel like a bad girl.
I was even thinking of just giving up. My boyfriend has been understanding and has tried to make me snap out of this glooming feeling, but I am doing this by myself and it’s hard when no one wants to help and you have to promote and sell your music. I’m finding it hard find contacts, talk to different promoters soI can perform at their club, fund everything yourself like photos doing my album and making sure the music is great. I hope you can see why I feel so down.
I even said to my boyfriend, I quit, that’s it I’m done I don’t want a music career no more, if it is this hard I don’t want it I don’t need it.
I stress too much, that’s my problem and I’m hoping that this is just a phase I’m going through and come back fighting fit and ready to take on the world. If not this will be my last blog and I will just fade into thin air.

Make sure you stay in touch to see if I come back!!!.

Love you loads

Mwah

Krisha.xx